all roads lead back

smitten over nothing

2006-10-31T18:00:00.000+08:00

Natapos na ang first sem..

Haaay kay bilis nga naman ng panahon

Kay raming nangyari

At kay rami ring nagbago

A few bitch itch here and there but here I am still alive and kicking

I was devastated when I saw my grade in Philgoco, I passed but unfortunately I was innately unsatisfied with my grade, thus I cursed a lot that day like a demented drama queen that I am.

Some crazy lunatic stole the telephone cable of our subdivision, in effect I didn’t get to surf the net for days!...i was beginning to have withdrawal symptoms..honestly! Internet is essential for human survival! I cannot live and function properly without it damn it!

I’m quite thrilled that our product will be featured in our school’s marketing week which will be held in February….and here I thought all those grueling days of printing greeting cards and long board meetings are over…

FYI on our product

Brand name: Sulat Kamay
Product: Greeting cards and Bookmarks
Theme: just about anything and everything Filipino. Themes revolve around Filipino pop art, politics, music, values, and many more.

I’m quite proud to have really really great group mates! Love you lots kaye and kristel! We survived marketing defense we can surely survive marketing week!

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What’s the point of keeping a relationship with somebody when you don’t even click?

What’s the point of keeping that relationship when you don’t even know how to carry on a simple conversation with that person? Don’t know how to reply? And you definitely have no clue on what to say next.

What’s the point of keeping that relationship knowing the fact that you are just SO different? (Opposites attract is definitely a fallacy…for me that is)
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2006-09-16T20:11:00.000+08:00

Nakita ko kanina sa James Yap
kung anu rin naman ang itsura nya sa tv yun din ang itsura niya sa tutoong buhay
mukang lupa
haha..I am so mean
I do not worship the very ground Kris Aquino walks on pero..the hell!..why James Yap!

"kaya siguro pumayat si kris, kasi sinsaktan sha ng asawa nya" sabi ng isang mabahong estranghero na nakatabi sa bus ng aking butihing busmate na si Chacha

i dunno

he looks so bisexual! (oh my) haha

okay enough na, lets spare poor Jamsie from all the horror! kawawa naman yung bata

haay nako..shut up na nga! haha

when I seem to recall myself screaming my heart out for james yap like one of his fangirls...cheering him on as he did some stunts only avid basketball fans know....

....... ^&$&^%&* hindi man lamang niya sinama si Kris sa game

i saw it coming

2006-09-09T20:06:00.000+08:00

people change...either for the better or worse

people change..

some of them turn, from steadfastly strong to someone so foolishly stupid and naive

people change...and so did I

....

I like watching people go about their day to day activities

I like observing people react and respond to the rhythm of life

I like the feeling of an "I-saw-it-coming" scenario in other people's life, with of course a knowing smirk plastered on my annoyingly pale face.

I'm not weird, mind you it just so happens that "thinking" happens to be one of my most favorite past times, though too bad its not very academically inclined coz, I badly need it for statistics! heaven help me!

just recently, I told bene my plans for my future.

How I dream of working for "United Nations"
How I so badly wanted to visit Africa and see poverty, malnourisment, and AIDS in all its wonder and glory
How I wanted to do an Angelina Jolie and maybe adopt a few kids here there
How I wanted to set up public schools in remote regions of the country....

basically I wanted to help people

how very scholastican,

but as what krystle commented on Sarita's article "that's what you're programmed to say"

I'll admit that maybe I was programmed to say it, since I unfortunately lack the drive to do so..

I am a dreamer, a wanna-be student leader
and sadly an apathetic student
only watching and waiting in the sidelines
like a pathetic filipina, who sighs and sighs
unfeeling, and devoid of interest

minsan tinatanung ko sa sarili ko

"san ba ko lulugar sa mundo?"

sabi ni ervin dati, karaniwan daw yang tinatanong ng mga taong magpapakamatay..

kamusta naman yun?!...

ikaw?

alam mo na ba kung san mo ilulugar ang sarili mo sa mundo?

sumasabay ka ba sa agos ng pagbabago?

..ako napasama ako...

and it brought me to place somewhere between the feeling of "contentment, unsatisfaction and independence"...gets ba?!

of life and learning

2006-08-12T18:55:00.000+08:00

all the hardwork's finally been paid off

and as director i was really heappy when our professor said:

"very impressive, miss africa"

I can finally breathe properly

no more evacuating classrooms
no more early meetings
no more will I ever sniff the putrid scent of textile paint
and no more will I ever hear all the poetry readers recite their poems in unison in my head...

its been such an adventure..the whole two weeks of preparation...i've learned a lot and the pivilege is mine....

kahit nawalan ako ng pera kahapon
kahit nawala ang scientific calculator ko
kahit hindi ako pumasa sa entrance test ng aming school paper
at kahit na naging depressed ako kasi parang ala pa akong natatagumpayan ngayung sem

I just feel so blessed to have this opportunity of working with my block..
dahil dito nakilala ko pa sila ng lalo..

and i got a taste of what leading a big group was like....masaya rin pala

for more pix..check out my gallery

who knows

2006-06-26T16:56:00.000+08:00

i'm wasted

i'm tired

i'm sleepy

wala pang dalawang linggo pakiramdam ko parang finals na..sobrang daming ginagawa..pero natutuwa ako kasi for the past few days..i dunno..parang napakapositive ko...even if i was so tired and close to collapsing parang ang gaan gaan parin ng feeling ko deep inside i dunno why...pero i'm happy na i'm not being absorbed by all the negativity areound me..

bagong school year

bagong mga prof

at laking gulat ko ng makapansin ako ng pagbabago sa aking mga kamag-aral....parang nagmature sila...i didn't know people could mature in a span of three months...pero gaya nga ng sinabi ni Korina Sanchez, Who knows?

bugbog na kaming lahat sa dami ng case studies, paperworks, at kung anu-anu pa...habang ang iba naman sa amin ay feeling nila ay nililipasan na sila ng panahon dahil nga sa kawalan ng love life...heto parin ako at sinasabi sa sarili ko...been there done that....sigh...i don't wanna think about it anymore..i'd like to think na gusto muna ni Lord na magpakabibbo ako sa aking pag-aaral...pero i can't help but sigh outloud and ask no one in particular..."kelan kaya?"...again..who knows?

lil ol moi!

2006-06-12T19:15:00.000+08:00

twing nanunuod ako ng naruto natutuwa ako pag lumalabas minsan si "inner sakura"

kasi napag isip isip ko narin

para kong may alter ego yung dual personality effect! minsan nga triple pa e!

i dunno minsan sinosort out at kinacategorize ko sila

may isang laid-back at tamad...na dedemotivated

may isang bitch at mainitin ang ulo..

and last but not the least goody-two-shoes...ambishosa..bibbo at typical na capricorn..

minsan nga nagugulat ako sa sarili ko..kung anung masasamang bagay ang pumapasok sa isip ko, and then i'd feel guitly afterwards..haaay

or sometimes ang dali rin mag-switch ng personality ko one minute para akong in-love na hindi naman and then the next para kong sinabuyan mainit na tubig at iinit na ang ulo ko..

iniisip ko tuloy

marami pang araw, linggo, buwan, at mga taon ang naghihintay para sakin

kung anung trabaho ang mga papasukan ko..malay ko

kung mag-kakalab-life ba ko......malay ko din

pero eto ang naging konklusyon sa aking pagmumuni

sabi sakin ng aking butihing pinsan maganda rin daw pag "in a relationship ka" kasi makikilala mo pa ng lalo ang sarili mo...

speechless ako nun

pero nung huli sabi ko sa sarili ko...oo nga makikilala mo pa lalo ang sarili mo pag sumabak ka sa relationship pero hindi ba dapat kilalanin mo muna ang sarili mo bago yun..kilalanin mo muna at mahalin mo muna ang sarili mo bago ang iba...yun ang paniniwala ko...marahil sinasabi ko lang yan kasi hindi pa'ko nakakasabak sa isang romantic relationship..at isa pa naniniwala din ako na kaya ala pa'ko sa ganung "stage" ng buhay ko ay gusto muna ni lord na intindihin ko muna ang sarili bago ko atupagin yung iba...iintindihin ko muna yung sarili ko..kikilitasin ang bawat katangian na meron ako...then and only then can i truly find and love someone who accepts me for me and for what i lack....and then and only then can i love "na may labis pero walang kulang"...and in the process be able to get to know myself more while in a romantic relationship and how it feels to be with someone who makes you happy and content.

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pasukan na at ala man akong bagong bag ngayun dahil sa presyo ng mga bilihin

sinusumpa ko na this year will be totally different

dine-clutter ko yung room ko

and it feels good kasi para kong nakahinga ng maluwag..

wish me luck in my second year!..

a glow in the afternoon

2006-05-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

A few months ago i was able to read a book i never thought would change my outlook in life, love and so much more. It taught me to be self-reliant in a cosmo-girl sort of way, and it certainly was a good read. The book that i was referring to was Claire betita's "No boyfriend since birth". I take it that this book is every nbsb's ( no boyfriend since birth) cup of tea. I actualy felt better after reading the book. Heck! I had this stupid grin plastered on my face!

question: what is worse than having no boyfriend ?
answer: Having guys literally surround you - with none of them seemingly interested in you.

* Reese witherspoon syndrome - you become so bored with the perfection of our life you obsess about the smallest things.

"Thsoe breathing execises certainly helped me stay calm. As my favorite author Yynala Vanzant would say. I should enjoy and learn from the "mean time" - that period of time between seeking like and finding love. Hence, I decided to take whatever time i had to clean out my head of any crazy notions about love; crazy notions I developed overtime thanks to an overwhelming desire to be part of a couple. I figured that when love finally comes, I'd have better heart to welcome love into if i wasn't busy insisting on having deep feelings for guys who looked like they could be my boyfriend. Sometimes love just happens . I no longer get up in the morning and "wish" I had someone to call a boyfriend when reunion seasons rolls around. But I am definitely making myself more open to relationships based on real connections"
--------- quotation from "No boyfriend since birth"

nbsb ka ba?

ni rerecommend ko sa'yo to

its a good read

naramdaman ko talagang nagbago ang outlook ko sa ibang bagay....

rain on me

2006-05-14T13:13:00.000+08:00

i've always loved the rain (this scenario only works when i'm at home drowning myself in Jazz music many thanks to itunes)

i love the soothing and calming effect it has on me
i love the cold breeze that kisses my face

haaay

tag-ulan na

and i think summer's kinda over considering na buwan ng enrollment

hanging ayt here in starbucks SLEX

justice will be served

2006-05-13T09:21:00.000+08:00

Justice for "Marileth"

i offer my deepest condolences to the special people in her life. We may not have been one of the closest people in school. We may have forgotten what each other looked like. We may not even be in the same block. But i assure you that this girl is and will forever remain in the hearts of the people she met, her friends, and family. She made a big difference through small acts. She lived her life loving and caring people around her.

A responsible student.

A good leader.

A good friend.

A scholastican.

What she had gone through must not happen to anyone for that matter

Justice will be served
a life for a life

an unpredictable journey

2006-05-08T11:09:00.000+08:00

"What is any life if it is not in the pursuit of a dream"

let me tell something about the path i've chosen in college....

everyone in my family thought that i was going to pursue a medical course

they all thought na magdodoctor ako

if not

they all thought na magnunursing ako

so obviously it was a shock to them nung napagdesisyunan ko na mag-eco ako

it all started nung nagsusulat ako ng course para sa application ko sa U.P. diliman...and then my mom said...try mo economics....so i guess you basically know where the inspiration first started.... sinamahan pa ng patuturo ni Ms. D...

and let me tell you something about my chosen field of profession

you don't get to see jobs preferring graduates from BSC major in Intl business economics and diplomacy quite often in classified ads

seriously speaking, i don't know what job i'll end up after i graduate from this course.

bago ko napagdesisyunan ang course na'to

i was applying for Applied eco

then all of a sudden a girl suddenly brought a brochure right in front of my face "saying its a new course in school and i should check it out"...and so ...i did

it all started with a brochure and all the possible job opportunities that goes along with it.....na from majoring in Applied eco na entranced ako sa idea na mag intl business eco and diplomacy or IBEAD for short. .

and i'm not even good with numbers!

sa lahat ng mga desisyun na ginawa ko

ala akong pinagsisihan

alam ko na malakas ang kumpetisyon sa field na pinasukan ko

it took me quite a while to realize that

a degree is just a degree when you look at it pero in the end you'd have to have that certain factor that would make you stand out from the rest.

that is why nagpapaka school girl ako

thankful ako sa mga opportunities na dumating sakin nung unang taon ko palang sa st. scho, kasi dun ko nalaman na tama ang naging move ko. Kasi sa ilang buwan ko palang sa kolehiyo..i felt myself grown into a much better person.

kagabi may nakachat akong friend

sabi nya ayaw nya ng course nya kasi ang gusto nya talaga gawin ay ang magsulat, maging editor, at marami pang iba...

let me tell you that you can always be a writer/editor/anything you want to be kahit na hindi naangkop yun sa kursong pinasukan mo. In this kind of situation a degree should never hinder you from realizing your dreams..pangarap mo yun...bat hindi mo abutin?...it doesn't sound so impossible diba?.....you can always be a nurse and a same time a dancer/writer/actress.....remember...life after all is all about realizing the dreams and possibilities we can achieve...

its your dream
and its up to you to make it happen

tinanung nya ko kung anu gusto ko maging paglaki ko

dami kong naisip

human rights advocate at advocate ng iilan pang mga orgs

diplomat

at marami pang iba...

pero ang sinabi ko

I want to be recognized as one of st. scho's most outstanding alumni ...gusto ko makita ang pangalan ko malapit sa pangalan nina Cori Aquino, Clarissa Ocampo, at marami pang iba

o diba...talk about one far-fetched dream

dati nga nahihiya pa'ko sabihin yun...and then i realized...bat ako mahihiya e pangarap ko yun....and i can't apologize for it...kasalanan ko bang likas na ambishosa ang mga capricorn..

a very long term goal if you ask me....

pero as of now i'll try to accomplish as many short term goals as i can

short term goals like

learning from an experience
making new friends
be concious about what happens in society
pass my subjects with flying colors
and most of all....to have fun

malong madness

2006-05-06T13:02:00.000+08:00

fortunately the first weeks, or should i say month of my summer had been rather eventful.

* i got to ride a plane without my parents or siblings at that. (which i anticipate on doing again in the future)
* i got the most memorable plane ride ever (courtesy of the cute chinese guy next to me) haha
* i got to taste the buko halo that i've been craving for years! oh thank god!
* i attended my first formal debut
* i've met new friends in my speech power class
* I got two brand new nine west shoes in a day! woah! never saw that comin
* i got to go mountain climbing
* had our all-magpipinsan-and-no-adult swimming at the beach
* and last but not the least, I hopefully will be able to have my first spa experience with my mom this summer!

last saturday, I went to elise's place for a graduation party.

twa's nic, naabutan ko pa yung Pbb paguwi.

not only that me dumagdag sa aming circle of kulasas

lo and behold. Lille will be studying in st. scho

she'll be taking up accounting....good luck nalang sa mga break even churva nayun ahaha

Lillee will be studying in st. scho this school year. that means that we'll be seeing each other quite often in the coming days. that's nice. It was fun hanging out with her and i'm lookin forward to other bonding moments soon. For the meantime me and elise gave her some survival tips in college.

feeling ko tuloy ang tanda ko na...

the next day

sinama ko si kat sa laguna for our annual "companny outing"

we had a lot of pbb moments there

kat is not a water baby

we got to share a malong since there were no available blankets...so you could just imagine how we got ouselves to fit in there......ate michelle actually thought it would be ripped into shreds by morning!..

trippin

2006-04-21T08:08:00.000+08:00

ewan ko ba kung baket ang dameng taga probinsya ang nagpupunta pa ng maynila....para sa mga mall pwede pa...pero ang tumira dito....

nagtungo kame kahapon sa pangasinan at hanggang ngayon hindi parin kame makapaniwala sa bulto bultong gulay at sang rekwang manggang hinog at indian mango pinagpipitas namin sa farm ni Tita Mildred na naiuwi namin dito sa maynila...kahapon ko tuloy napag-isip isip na parang ang sarap mabuhay or for lack of better terms "magretire" sa probinsya....sabi ni tita mildred hindi na raw nila nilalagay sa ref ang kanilang mga gulay, hinihingi lamang nila ito sa mga kalapit na tindahan...sino ba naman kasi ang makakapaniwalang sinkwenta pesos lang ang isang malaking plastik ng carrots!..as in super laking plastik na siksik sa mga gulay na galing pang baguio.....tapos ang lapit pa nila sa mga beach...mura pa ang mga pagkain...at halos lahat ng kailangan mo nabibigay ni mother nature..... di katulad dito sa Maynila parang halos lahat ng mga bilihin dito may ginto sa sobrang mahal ng presyo..

look at all those veggies..and i don't even like veggies

tita mildred's manggo farm

i got myself a japanese umbrella...for free!..lucky me!

summer lovin

2006-04-18T12:51:00.000+08:00

ang inet!

sus filing ko tuloy ginigisa ako sa sobrang init ng panahon ngayun...pag maliligo ka naman tipong pwede ka ng maging nilaga dahil ang init din ng tubig...aaah!

anyway

nung april 12 and unang beses kong sumakay ng plane ng mag-isa at yun din ang unng beses na umatend ako ng isang formal na debut. napagisipisip ko tuloy "anu kaya gagawin ko sa debut ko?" ang dami ng nagsuggest sakin ng mga pwede kong gawin pero in the end ayoko parin ng mashadong maraming inaasikaso...sabi ni kuya ang purpose ng debut ay para ipakilala ka at iwelcome ka sa society....something akin to that idea, he said.....well i've got a few months to spare before that happens so in the meantime...i'll try not to get too worked up thinkin about it...

april's debut

well for starters the debut went smoothly even if there was a slight drizzle....but gaya ng sabi nila the show must go on...i donned this really cute yellow summer dress that i was able to buy for a VERY VERY wallet friendly price...nagreunion rin kameng magpipinsan...ang sarap ng feeling...yung iba samen nun lang nagkita after five years! and i'm quote thankful na pinayagan ako pumunta sa debut kungdi di ko na alam kung kelan ko pa sila makikita....

the next day nagmountain climbing kame ni ate ads and her ever so quiet lil bro...medyo nadisappoint nga lang ako kasi hindi sumama yung dalawang nya pang sisters...now i see why....it was like reliving our NSTP experience in Pampanga...grabe ang layo ng nilakad namen...wala sa pa sa kalahati and dumi dumi na ng shorts ko and we were all tired tapos me dalaldala pa kameng basket ng pagkain since my uncle was patiently waiting for us at the very top!....grr....when we got there we were presented with the birds eye view of the city, the shorelines and everything you don't see and feel in manila (mountains...lots and lots of mountains, and fresh air), suffice to say it was breath taking...but i'm not very sure if the climb was all worth it......i guess it was...i really missed the feeling of the crispy grass underneath my muddy toes, i missed the feeling of eating food from banana leaves, i missed drinking coconut juice straight from the coconut itself, i missed the feeling of the wind kissing my face...naks windstruck!...pero di nga ang tagal ko na kasing hindi naeexperience yun...and i was quite thankful na sumama ako sa mountain climbing.....in the end nung pababa na kame i slipped and fell on my butt at hindi pa dun nagtatapos...nung nadulas ako napaslide pako sa putikan....and you guessed it right...i was all muddy and smelly when we came home....

i wasn't able to capture kodak moments from our "all-kids-and-no-parent-outing-in-the-beach" since i was too busy enjoying the cool claming effect the sea water had on me..but no worries my cousin has a couple of pictures and i'll be postin em soon...

last but not the least...eto ang buko halo from this cute and cozy lil restaurant called "weegols" i've been craving for their buko halo for five years! hinahanap hanap ko ang lasa ng buko halo nila sa ibang buko halo pero nothing beats the original....at eto lang talaga ang halo halo na nauubos ko

eat your heart out!...sarap no?

as the school years draws to a close

2006-03-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

so much has hapened these past few days that i haven't got the time to write about them anymore...

first things first..

a candid shot of me studying for our psych exam

finals/departmentals is officially ovah!
the past week has been the most tedious week of all....
ah yes nothing compares to the feeling of finishing all those damn tests!...
damn accounting!
it was a very bitter experience...paluha na'ko habang nagtetest!.....sigh
pero at least tapos na.....

We'll miss you Mafie

Mafie's leaving....she's gonna transfer to another school
sayang kung kelan paalis na sha tsaka naman kame naging close
bye pare, i'm gonna miss ya big time!.....gud luck nalang pare mamimis ka namen...

of wishes and new friends

2006-03-12T09:02:00.000+08:00

nagyun lang ulit ako magbo-blog....

well....natupad na wish ko

nagkaruon nako ng bgong fone. its an ericsson k750i pero ang downside hindi k sha pwedeng ipaopenline...how sad... :(

the unexpected spur of events these past few days made me realize na i've been dwelling so much time on the negativity that's surrounding me...yan tuloy tingin tulog ng ibang tao saken snob daw ako....

kaya ngayun

bagong buhay..

desidarata....

i cannot believe na dahil lang sa isang small talk magbabago ang friendship namin ni Sarita....we've gotten closer..
nun ko lang kasi nalaman na hindi pala ko nagiisa...na ang mga bagaya na nararamdaman ko nararamdaman rin nya...pati ang mga bagay ng napupuna ko napupuna rin nya...i was just a tad too daft to even realize it in the first place.....kaya madalas kame sa mainstreet....para mag-unwind...talk about the usual stuff at pagtripan ang kungsinu-sinung tao sa text....at infairness napapansin ko nagiimprove na ang kanyang eating habits...

I've also gotten closer to tey-tey alias "bibi".....and a whole lot of people na hindi ko naging ka-close ng first sem...and i am terribly happy about it...i've gotten clsoer with the unlikkiest people...and they seem to make my college life more colorful than ever and for that ....thankies!
mahal ko kayung lahat!.

an exasperated sigh

2006-02-26T13:26:00.000+08:00

never apologize for saying what you feel because that's like saying sorry for being real

magpakatotoo ka, ika nga

yun lang naman

got that one from July's blog.....napaka substantial...I cannot help but agree...pero minsan talaga hindi mo rin maiiwasan ang magsorry....sigh

a few good realizations

2006-02-25T08:09:00.000+08:00

A few Good Realizations

* make-up is supposed to highlight your best features
* only a few select people can read me like a book
* that there will always be people greater than me
* dreams will only be achieved if you believe in it
* shopping can really de-stress you
* I felt myself mature
* i've been cosmotized, many thanks to bene
* I've cried alot
* I now have my own Yahoo Messenger
* I now have my second friendster account
* riding a bus can be a bit scary and fun at the same time
* learned the value of silence
* that hanging-out in a cafe with your friends is way way better than anything else
* having a good cry is good
* Starbucks stole my heart.....damn caramel frap
* I realized I was too ambitious
* I'm learning a lot in college.....intellectually
* I've became a bit logical
* that emotional stress often eats me up than my physical/school stress
* thinking too much is bad for your health/heart
* that i'm not that open to the idea of having a boyfriend anymore.....i realized that even if i have a boyfriend my goals, my ambitions, my friends, and family will always be my first priority and will always be my first love.......many thanks to "No boyfriend since birth" by claire betita.....but that doesn't mean na i won't entertain suitors ha!...
* being single rocks....sometimes
* leadership is about handling responsibilities
* God has counted my tears
* only a few good people understand me when i switch into my "bitch" mode
* listening to people matters alot
* I enjoy my plans for my future

of starbucks and old dilemnas

2006-02-24T17:50:00.000+08:00

Take kindly the counsel of the years,

gracefully surrendering the things of youth.

Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.

But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.

Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline,be gentle with yourself.

~ Max Ehrmann ~

i guess it feels quite good to have old dilemmas be stated at dark recesses of the brain even for a little while, and it feels good to have let it all out. It feels good to have somebody understand you, and definitely feels cool to have people understand why I switch into my bitch mode...occasionally

I found a rather trusty confidant in my pal delma, never saw it first but damn never new she was the one for those philosophical/life chuvanesses kinda talk.....

DJ,Bene and I. we spent two whole hours in starbucks. Sipping our respective drinks. Talking about the latest gossip and other random stuff.....I could actually get used to it. Damn! ran out of starbucks coupon!

BTW. I'll have a new phone!..yey!

ah yes paperwork here i come

2006-02-18T18:44:00.000+08:00

In about a few days from now, I'm going to be geared for probably the start of a grueling hard days of work. Just this week we found out that we were to submit a term paper due on the 22nd of March, and it isn't just an ordinary term paper. We were tasked to have interview with people who can relate in our own chosen topic. And in my case, since ambisyosa ang lola mo I want to have an interview with a sociologist. I want to have a sociological perspective about the role of mass media in society.....geeeez...gud luck nalang saken....
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Today Feb 18, we had a thirty minute advance class in computer!...sana hindi nalang ako pumasok.. but the day turned out be quite well...xtin and I went to tey's dorm and after long weeks of waiting I finally got a glimpse of our pictures in Mendez ( courtesy of course by tey's trusty computer). Shock ako....speechless ako hanggang ngayon...and i think i won't have the audacity to post some of it in my blog or even add it to my photos in friendster....its just too funny.... :)

singles in valentines

2006-02-14T20:27:00.000+08:00

eto na marahil ang pinakamasayang valentines day ng buhay ko

I wasn't with my significant other mind you, I was more like with my significant others!, none other than my friends!

morning na morning i was surprised when I found a box on my desk and a long green beaded necklace surrounding two chocolate kisses and a fork.

I opened the box. In there were two chocolate cakes with caramel icing and in the middle was a small candle.

"Happy valentines and belated happy birthday", bene said

if there's one person in the world who could throw the most awesome surprises, its bene.

and then after that

nag take out kame ng coffee sa starbucks tapos we headed straight to "cellos" ...its kinda nice....mas naapreciate ko ang pagiging single ko kapag kasama ko friends ko....its all so very comforting.....tsaka it was an ultimate girl bonding...

a single's dilemna

2006-02-10T14:47:00.000+08:00

In her boredom she let her mind wander to the questions that plagued her often these days. The most prominent one was ' Why couldn't she fall in love like a normal person?'
~ H.G. ~

ah yes, valentines day is fast approaching and here i am seventeen and still loveless, single, and not to mention still crushless.

T.I.I.S. = TangIna I'm Single find it on friendster then join our league

plug-in

2006-02-10T08:27:00.000+08:00

.........

grabe ang daming paperworks!....

its like everyday's a deadline!

ang daming essays

research

quizzes (that could probably pass for departmentals)

orals....

whatevah!

............................

plug-in

we have a new tambayan...

a few blocks away from school is "Cello's doughnuts and dips" mmmm..... :)

my friends and i are currently arguing how "cello's" is pronounced ( "sell-oes" or "sell-lows" and "shellos")

btw they have really really good doughnuts! a personal favorite of mine is "oreo" mmm...and reaspberry soda...i'm actually craving for one right now.

...................................

wanted

2006-02-03T19:59:00.000+08:00

wanted: Bestfriend

slot available anytime!

nakalimutan ko na kasi ang filing na may isang taong talagang kilala ka. I have a lot of friends mind you, pero minsan talaga parang ang sarap lang ng filing kapag nabwibwisit ka na sa mundo, kahit bad trip ka at tipong mangbabato na ng upuan yung mukha mo anjan parin sha sa tabi mo at alam na alam nya ang timpla ng utak mo. kung gano katagal lumamig yung utak mo, yung mga ayaw mo sa isang tao, someone who will teach you to be patient, yung tipo ng taong hindi ka nagkaroon ng doubts sa friendship mo sa kanya, yung hindi nangiiwan, someone who considers you to be a good listener at kahit alam nyang hindi ka makakarelate sa experience nya wala shang pakielam kasi alam nyang makikinig ka and for her that would suffice and mean alot.......looking back, i think almost anyone of my friends can be my best friend. pero......nakakainis laging may pero!.....di ko alam...

2006-01-28T13:30:00.000+08:00

The Picto-Personality Test

You are a person who is very ambitious, and constantly thinking of ways to further your own goals.

When alone, you appreciate being able to do nothing if you want to, and setting your own pace for things.

You are laid back. Anything goes, with you.

In the future you will be happy and live richly.

Take this Test at QuizGalaxy.com

2006-01-28T13:22:00.000+08:00

2006-01-28T13:03:00.000+08:00

I would like to share this poem to all of you...this is also my current favorite so..enjoy!

Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;for in the face of all aridity and disenchantmentit is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.Beyond a wholesome discipline,be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe,no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.And whether or not it is clear to you,no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

2006-01-23T17:02:00.000+08:00

me with curly hair....

2006-01-23T11:19:00.000+08:00

just got this from july

my handwriting analysis

The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones. You are negative, fearful, resistant, doubtful, and/or selfish. You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody! You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

emotional wreck?...not

2006-01-23T10:18:00.000+08:00

Emotional wreck?.......not!

i don't know if i should consider it as a good thing or not pero

i find doing stuff alone in school quite comfy at times

sometimes i would prefer walking or doing some random stuff alone

but it does not necessarily imply that i do not enjoy the company my friends give

i love them and i care for them immensely

pero...sometimes nakakapagod din kasi yung lagi kang nakabuntot

nakausap ko si elise and thea the other day

sabi ni thea "maghanap ka na lang ng ibang mapagkakaabalahan"

and that's what i'm doing......

at okay naman ako ngayun..

and here i though ako lang nakakadarama ng pakakaleft out minsan...

mas gusto ko pa kasing ako ang maleft out kesa sa isa sa mga friends ko

love you lots bene

tnx for all the bus and isaw moments we shared....kakatuwa nga e...kilalang kilala mo ko...thanks to you i've matured and had undergone a serious cosmotizing session in my life....i learned that a-line skirts hide big thighs and thanks to you i became mentally tough and accept my weaknesses....

love you lots Kristine

siguro tama ka nung sinabi mo na kung may hard feelings man tayo sa isa't isa hindi natin masasabi yun...i value our freindship to much to let it all go down the drain....God knows that ....i'm sorry if there was a moment in our lives that i wasn't fitting the role of the avid listener of your day-to-day activities, or i'm sorry if i was way too emotional for your taste.. but God knows how thankful i am for having met someone so opposite of me...if bene taught me to become mentally strong....you taught me to become emotionally strong...and for that i thank you...there's so much to say........pero hanggang dito nalang....maraming maraming salamat kaibigan....

Love you lots Sarita
i learned to really really patient because of you...napakaswerte ng mga friends mo kasi special sila sayo.....i've never seen someone so dedicated...so caring...so downright understanding and affectionate as you are....i'm so lucky to have someone like you...versatile...marunong sa lahat.....

in gene...never thought i'd say this pero natutuwa ako at naging close tayo....tey, may, jomet, dj and all you folks out there your company means a lot to me....... i'm so fortunate to have you guys....pardon for all the drama

2006-01-22T12:55:00.000+08:00

Interesting piece of information...
"There was a study done where a control group of 100 people were divided into two.

50 people watched a very funny, tears-of laughter type movie.
50 watched a very sad and tears of compassion type movie.

At the end of the sessions researchers collected the "happy tears" and the "sad tears" with eye droppers.They found that "happy tears" are made up of brine...salt water and not a great deal else.

However the "sad tears" were found to contain the very same chemicals and enzymes that are found in tumours, ulcers and other such lumps and bumps and sicknesses through out the body.This test concluded that the body, when crying in sadness etc is literally flushing out all of the toxic-chemicals that accumulate and are a part of the sadness /heart ache experience.

Therefore if one holds back those tears, those toxic-waters will find somewhere else to deposit themselves.....and prolonged lack-of-crying-release will guarantee that the body will accumulate a huge amount of internal pollution and toxicity that should have been released through the tears........is it any wonder that the eyes sting so much when we hold back our tears?"

2006-01-22T12:34:00.000+08:00

Ten Guidelines From God

Effective Immediately,please be aware that there are changes YOU needto make in YOUR life. These changes need to becompleted in order that I may fulfill My promisesto you to grant you peace, joy and happiness inthis life. I apologize for any inconvenience,but after all that I am doing, this seems verylittle to ask of you. Please, followthese 10 guidelines

1. QUIT WORRYING:
Life has dealt you a blow and all you do is sitand worry. Have you forgotten that I am hereto take all your burdens and carry them for you?Or do you just enjoy fretting over every littlething that comes your way?

2. PUT IT ON THE LIST:
Something needs done or taken care of. Put iton the list. No, not YOUR list. Put it on MYto-do-list. Let ME be the one to take careof the problem. I can't help you until you turnit over to Me. And although My to-do-listis long, I am after all... God. I can take careof anything you put into My hands. In fact,if the truth were ever really known, I takecare of a lot of things for you that you nevereven realize.

3. TRUST ME:
Once you've given your burdens to Me,quit trying to take them back. Trust inMe. Have the faith that I will take care ofall your needs, your problems and your trials.Problems with the kids? Put them on My list.Problem with finances? Put it on My list.Problems with your emotional rollercoaster ?For My sake, put it on My list. I want tohelp you. All you have to do is ask

4. LEAVE IT ALONE:
Don't wake up one morning and say,"Well, I'm feeling much stronger now, I thinkI can handle it from here." Why do you thinkyou are feeling stronger now? It's simple.You gave Me your burdens and I'm takingcare of them. I also renew your strengthand cover you in my peace. Don't youknow that if I give you these problems back,you will be right back where you started?Leave them with Me and forget aboutthem. Just let Me do my job.

5. TALK TO ME
I want you to forget a lot of things.Forget what was making you crazy.Forget the worry and the fretting becauseyou know I'm in control. But there's onething I pray you never forget. Please, don'tforget to talk to Me - OFTEN! I love YOU!I want to hear your voice. I want you toinclude Me in on the things going on in your life.I want to hear you talk about your friendsand family. Prayer is simply you havinga conversation with Me. I want to be yourdearest friend.

6.HAVE FAITH:
I see a lot of things from up here that youcan't see from where you are. Have faith inMe that I know what I'm doing. Trust Me;you wouldn't want the view from My eyes.I will continue to care for you, watch over you,and meet your needs. You only have to trust Me.Although I have a much bigger task than you,it seems as if you have so much trouble justdoing your simple part. How hard can trust be?

7. SHARE:
You were taught to share when you wereonly two years old. When did you forget?That rule still applies. Share with those who areless fortunate than you. Share your joy withthose who need encouragement. Share yourlaughter with those who haven't heard any insuch a long time. Share your tears with thosewho have forgotten how to cry. Share your faithwith those who have none.

8. BE PATIENT:
I managed to fix it so in just one lifetimeyou could have so many diverse experiences.You grow from a child to an adult, have children,change jobs many times, learn many trades,travel to so many places, meet thousandsof people, and experience so much. How canyou be so impatient then when it takes Mea little longer than you expect to handlesomething on My to-do-list? Trust in Mytiming, for My timing is perfect. Justbecause I created the entire universe inonly six days, everyone thinks I shouldalways rush, rush, rush.

9. BE KIND:
Be kind to others, for I love them justas much as I love you. They may not dresslike you, or talk like you, or live the same wayyou do, but I still love you all. Please tryto get along, for My sake. I created eachof you different in some way. It would betoo boring if you were all identical.Please, know I love each of your differences.

10. LOVE YOURSELF:
As much as I love you, how can you notlove yourself? You were created by me forone reason only -- to be loved, and to lovein return. I am a God of Love. Love Me.Love your neighbors. But also love yourself.It makes My heart ache when I see youso angry with yourself when things gowrong. You are very precious to me.Don't ever forget......

Note: I rec'd this from a friend and I haveno idea who wrote it, but I was so touchedby it, that I had to share it with you.I hope that you will be blessed by it and will share it with others.Touch someone with your love.Rather than focus upon the thorns of life,smell the roses and count your blessings!

2006-01-19T14:21:00.000+08:00

frankly i don't care anymore...

i may have....but that was a few months ago when i was but a naive little girl in this big big world. I was craving for attention. But now I don't need it, knowing na they feel the same makes me feel like human. and here i though ako lng ang nakakaranas ng ganun....

2006-01-13T17:22:00.000+08:00

nagyun na last day ng orgweek ng artsoc tapos me fortune telling booth sila

nagpahula kame kanina kay madam "lou nee"

sabi ko

"kelan ako magkakalablyf"

at ang sabi nya saken

"pag namatay na ang lahat ng babae sa mundo"

ohmy.....

hehehehe

Ang Pagdadalaga ni Beho

2006-01-06T18:53:00.000+08:00

Ang Pagdadalaga ni Beho...naks! hehehe

i don't know...pero nung nagsimula yung taon parang may naramdaman akong pagbabago saken di ko alam kung baket...i suddenly had this "completion factor" sa mga bagay bagay na gagawin ko....and it actually felt good...

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION

* bawas bawasan ang PAGCUCUTTING! no matter how tempting it may be!
* mag-ipon! ( deposit cash every week! no matter how small the amount may be..basta may naihulog tapos ang usapan!)
* gawin ang paperworks ko sa org! (omg...here it comes!)
* study hard
* magpaka bibbo ulit
* magdala ng yellow pad araw araw
* pagtiisan at makinig ng ubod ng bute sa accounting!
* aim for a high grade!
* bawas bawasan narin ang pagpapahiram ng money kung kani kanino...kay kristine lng at kina bene at sarita lng okey...pero sa iba magkalimutan na!
* drink milk...

"Lord grant me the mental toughness to get through every trial and tribulations in school...while doing our home work...quizzes.....projects..sa susunod na project namin sa SC...Sa midterms...sa finals...sa ballnight...sa saya...sa luhaan...at sa kung anu-anu pang kadramahan sa buhay...sa Accounting...sa theo...sa gutom at sa kabusugan...at sa susunod pang mga buwan na magkakasama kame"

2005-12-02T19:51:00.000+08:00

Deep shit!

mukhang napapadalas na ata ang pagcu-cutting classes ko pero mind you a hindi ko lahat to sinasadya..nung isang araw isang oras akong late sa psych tapos to top it all up ala pakong clash flow statement sa accounting at nangungunsumi nako sa launching ng clean and green project chuvachenes nayan! magang maga bumili ako ng bolpen nun kasi pumasok ako ng eskwelahan ala man lamang akong dalang bolpen pero pangplantsa ng buhok meron!...tapos kahapon naman thirty minutes kameng late sa class ni Imperial dahil sa pagpipirint ng activities nyan kaya hindi na kami pumasok ni Sareng...ang nangyari tuloy mukang mas mamumukaan nya na kame since pare pareho ang itsura ng mga activities namin tsaka nakalimutan ko tanggalin yung pangalan ni Sarita sa activities ni Bene...we're in deep shit talaga!..

2005-11-27T10:57:00.000+08:00

if you're gonna ask me if i miss them...

i miss them big time, ang hindi alam ng ibang tao...pag nararamdaman kong hindi ko na kaya tinatakpan ko ang aking mukha at patago akong lumuluha...
kasabay nito ang pagkuha ko ng aking mobile phone para tawagan siya....sila

i'd rest my head on my desk and cover my face with my school bag then I'd call her.....them...

"musta ka na!"

"uy miss na kita!"

para sakin tama nayan para tuluyan ng tumigil ang pagpatak ng aking mga luha.....kung minsan nama'y binabasa ko ang testimonial nila sakin......they were the best thing that happened to my life and i would never forget it. Kahit nung last pinaka last year lang kame nabuo at nagkakilala we felt like we bonded for years!....ang hindi alam ng iba...when i seek for assurance that somebody's gonna be beside me when i fall....i would give them a call......kapag naguguluhan ako........kapag gusto ko ng kausap....kapag gusto kong gambalain ang tahimik nilang buhay......kapag gusto kong kaasaran.....miss ko na kayo!

2005-11-25T18:52:00.000+08:00

I guess there are times talaga na super duper mega thankful ako kay Lord. I never expectec so many opportunities to come to me, when i'm not even doing anything. I wasn't expecting on being a team leader in an org and i certainly didn't expect to become a project head for our school's clean and green campaign. it is all to overwhelming! hanggang ngayon hindi parin ako makapaniwala......minsan nga gusto ko na isalpak sa pader yung ulo ko kasi ang dami ko ng pinagkakaabalahan, minsan din ayoko ng magreklamo kasi tinuturing ko tong opportunity na bigay ni lord saken at kung minsan din naiinis din ako pagmay hindi sumusulpot sa miting, pero agad kong tinatanggal ang pakiramdam na yun saken kasi alam ko naman na masisikip ang sked nila at kung ako ang nasa kalagayan nila mas bibigyan ko pa ng importansya ang pagaaral ko.......i've got lots of things to tell both the good and the bad...pero i just wanna say thank you lord sa challenge na'to kasi mas nakilala ko sarili ko dito......

2005-11-19T04:56:00.000+08:00

Kumusta ka na nga pala?

some people may actually find it strange when they see me asking myself this question...

Kumusta na nga ba ako?

Masaya ba ako ngayon?

ano ba talaga?

hindi ako makatulog ngayon hindi ko alam kung bakit. Kasalukuyan ko ngayong hinahayaan si Bamboo na palamigin at marelax ang utak ko sa sobrang kakaisip

pero kakaisip saan? ano? at para saan?

I actually felt like blogging all my "woes" since 2 in the morning....ngayon ko lang talaga nacapture yung moment....

i'm being such a drama queen again....readers please don't mind me...

2005-11-14T08:37:00.000+08:00

starting this week, i'll be on a tight budget! i'll be spending only half of my allowance to make way for my christmas expenses! omg the irony! i should've started saving in september but nooooooo!.....haaay so many presents to give so little money

kuLUAUsahan

2005-11-13T07:26:00.000+08:00

kuLUAUsahan!

These photos were taken in our Kuluausahan party in school held at the SSC field.....and turned out to be one heck of an evening...i'd like to give credits to my blockmate Pamz for the pics..thankies!

106b!

the three of us...wasted but still pretty

mela, tin, pamz, and of course moi

me, Roann, and Pam

2005-11-12T08:57:00.000+08:00

Heaven Knows (The Angel Has Flown)
Orange And Lemons

There are times when I’m lying in my bed
Hug my pillow and cry
from this tip again
And my eyes are like windshields on a rainy day
Almost rubbed down, swelling, as I keep on
Dipping my face in these cold hands of mine
Heaven knows how bitter I am
Chorus

‘Cause this angel has flown away from me
Leaving me in drunken misery
I should have clipped her wings and made her mine
For all eternity
Now this angel has flown away from me
Thought I had the strength to set her free
Did what I did because I love her so
Will she ever find her way back home to me
Aah…

I’m so tired, I feel like catching forty winks
Being up all night in this elbow roomThat puts me in a trance
Where hopes and dreams come true
Now my lips are burning and my eyes are hurting
From this fuse I mixed till I light another
Cigarette just to pass my time, oh
Heaven knows how bitter I am
(Repeat chorus)

a current LSS of mine haaaay

2005-11-08T13:12:00.000+08:00

i can't believe i've been blogging for eight months!...what started out as an outlet for emotional stirrings and teen-age dramas became as something i eventually became addicted to. You probably noticed that any layout of mine never lasted for two months, well, at least that's the longest life span in my record, the shortest has got to be two days or maybe even lesser. It all started in April 11th, i was bored to death and I remembered that it was our class' excursion trip to laguna, but i oh so refused to come because i thought that me and my mom would spend summer in Thailand. I was upset but i din't show it, no let me rephrase that "I was "mildly upset" and somehow showed it. Who wouldn't be upset in the first place! your mom promised you a trip to Thailand after they come back from Canada. I was happy when she said that but a bit uncertainty was filling my mind like an enigma. That the promise would be just be assurance that would eventually be broken like all the other promises....now that has absolutely nothing to do with my blogging okay!...i just felt like typing all my teen-age woes like a self confessed drama queen qould oh so normally do...and besides we still have twenty minutes before our class starts so i might as well make use of the time allotted and and type my heart away!........In a span of eight months my blog has experienced almost twenty layouts and over a dozen of experiments some of wich are already in the blog and some of which unfortunately is beyond my skills in blogmaking and html....now if you're reading this its you're decision to stop or continue reading this mindless piece of crap,,,,,,this post is composed of nothing but ramblings of a sixteen year old college student just killing time so that i could update my blog in some way or another....three more darn minutes!......i'm craving for a zagu cookies and cream right now!....

sisterhoods unite!

2005-11-07T17:34:00.000+08:00

Sisterhood of traveling pants!

I actually thought this movie was nothing but crap!, but guess what? i was oh so wrong...this turned out to be one of the most unforgettable and most uplifting feel good movie i've ever watched in my oh so chuchuchenes life, and I watched it right in the comfort of my Aunt's sofa in Canada together with my cousins. It's definitely a must watch to all girlfriends out there!

The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants brings to the screen Ann Brashares’ best-selling novel about one very special summer in the lives of four lifelong friends. Four best girlfriends hatch a plan to stay connected with one another as their lives start off in different directions: they pass around a pair of secondhand jeans that fits each of their bodies perfectly.....watch the movie instead...

2005-11-04T18:16:00.000+08:00

just got this post from july and since i'm running out of things to write...back to the old ways...copy and paste...

20 People You Can Think Of Right Off Your Head(random)
1. Kristine
2. Katrina
3. Elise
4. Sarah
5. Player
6. Sarita
7 Delma
8. Bene
9. Maan
10 Colapo
11. Thea
12. Escabu
13. Eunice
14. Don
15 Emelin
16 Jose
17. Kate
18. Puti
19. Pam
20. Bjorn

How did you meet ..13? actually hindi ko rin alam e...basta lagi kame magkasama neto nuong HS

What do you honestly think of 10? FUNNY, but in a nice way...love ko to e

Have you ever liked 3? yeah, childhood friend ko ata to

Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?they're both girls!

Do you think 12 is hot? yeah...

Who is 8 going out with?ehem ehem...i think its safer if i don't answer it

Is 9 a boy or a girl?she's a girl

When was the last time you talked to 5? nung wednesday katext ko sha

What is 1's favorite band? Bamboo!

Does 2 have any siblings? yup

Would you ever date 7?uhm..no comment

is 15 single? yeah...siguro

what is 19s last name? Aguilar

What does 17 look like? intsikin

what is 10's fantasy?hmmmm...love life? hehehee

Do 15 and 3 match?hell no!

What school does 16 go to? madocs

What school does 1 go to?. st. scho

denWhere does 9 live?dyan lng sa may shell...di ko alam kung anu tawag dun

Would you make out with 13?eeew!...

Are 5 and 6 best friends?friends palang siguro....they've just met

Is 20 older than you?ata...actually di ko alam kung bakit ko naisip yung name nya (nagbabalot kasi ako ng pasalubong ngayun e)

Is 18 the sexiest person alive? i thinks so

2005-10-08T06:53:00.000+08:00

one zero six B

photos courtesy of pamz

2005-10-08T06:42:00.000+08:00

This Photo was taken right before our final exam in Theology.
ang babaet nga namen e...di kame nagaaral

2005-10-07T19:39:00.000+08:00

isang linggo nalang at matatapos na ang kalbaryo sa first sem......

2005-10-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

.. what kind of first impression do you think
people say when they first see you? >> high maintenance, school girl, chinese daw...intimidating?
2. what's one thing you like to do alone? >> think, surf the net, read
3. what is your favorite line to say when you're
drunk? >> i don't know ala pa kong experience na
4. how many drinks do u need before u get tipsy?
>> pkibasa nalang sagot ko sa number 3
6. what kind of books do you like to read? >>
romantic
7. do you think you're cute? >> yeah...
8. do you have a problem changing clothes in front
of your friends? >> infront of my friends? lahat kame girls so what's to be embarassed about
9. what do you eat when you raid the fridge at
night? >> kung anung kakainkain sa ref
10. describe your bed? >> its white with ruffled bedsheets
11. spontaneous or planned? >> hmmm...both
12. do you know how to play poker? >>no
13. what do you carry with you at all times? >>
mobile phone, wallet, atm card (life saver ata to)
14. what do you miss most about being a kid? >>
you laways get what you want
15. are you happy with your given name? >>
yeah...ithink so
16. what color is your bedroom? >> pink
17. have you ever been in a play? >> yeah
18. do you like yourself and believe in yourself? >>
yeah
19. do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
>> yeah
20. do you spend more time with your
girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends? >> with friends definitely! single pako e
21. what's one thing you wish you could do but
can't? >> .......control my emotions
22. what is your ideal wedding location? >> somewhere na vintage ang dating ng lugar at malapit sa beach....maybe in Vigan
23. whats one instrument you wish you could play?
>> guitar
24. whats one language you want to learn? >>
Spanish, korean, japanese, italian
25. have you ever pierced your body parts? >> nope
26. do you have any tattoos? >> nope...pero isa yun sa mga wish ko
27. what's one trait you hate in a person? >> mga social climbers
28. do you consider yourself materialistic? >>
medyo medyo
29. what do you cook best? >>i don't cook
30.favorite person to talk with on the phone? >> Kristine, Maan, Elise

The confessions of the tired and the wasted

2005-10-01T19:50:00.000+08:00

The confessions of the tired and the wasted

so much has happened this week, no let me rephrase that! so much has happened this month! pucha! sometimes i don't know myself anymore! In a span of one month I was able to make new friends, new aquaintances, new mind boggling feelings!, new experiences, and maybe a new " motivation" as well. I'm beginning to like my life in st. scho, I actually find it very hard to resist the temptation of eating those uber mouth watering foods in the canteen, if i keep it up fat i'll be fat faster than you can say "speed up".

I never knew that I can be such a "basketcase" meaning i tend to think a lot when i'm alone, as in I think waaaay too much! i tend to over-analyze things, and even over-analyze it,and maybe if i keep it up my brain will literaly overheat and then send me to a dangerous state of deliria! it can be a bit unhealthy, both personally and mentally. kaya nga nung isang araw sabi ko kay Tin via phone last wednesday night "from now on bibigyan kita ng karapatan na sampalin at kurutin yung mukha ko kapag nagiispace out ako" its actually getting on my nerves now, and i don't like it one bit, ang dami kong tinatanong sa sarili ko kapag nagiispace out ako. damn it!

only two more weeks then we're off to Canada! medyo excited ako at medyo hindi rin kasi i'll miss my friends. ni hindi ko man lang sila makakasama sa sembreak! at kung may mga plans man sila...i'll be left out.....after finals magkakaroon kagad ako ng three day intensive training sa Assumption, which leaves me two days to go shopping and mega bonding with my friends! two days! what can you accomplish in two days! e ang pagiimpake pa nga lang will usually take you about half of the day e!...pano na yung starbucks ko kay Elise at Pancake house ko sa kanya.....panu na yung shopping namin ni Tin....panu rin yng shopping namin ni Kat...panu yung reunion namin ng high school friends ko.....panu na yung pagpaparlor ko!......pucha naman! there's so much to do but sadly have so little time and not to mention so little money!

2005-09-24T13:54:00.000+08:00

September 22
after what happened back there...let's just forget about it...i don't want to waste a good 3 turning to 4 years of friendship going down the drain because of a little misunderstanding....

I love you kat...and you know that naman.....(before people start getting ideas..i'm not lesbo okay! and neither is Kat)

so much has happened this wk part 2

2005-09-24T13:18:00.000+08:00

September 19
kala ko may meeting kame ng 8 so i waited for like what? 4 hours in the org office for them to show up..pero i guess hindi ako nainform. pero it was oki ang sarap pala matulog dun...habang nandun katex ko si Kat...i swear she's the best pumayag shang samahan ako for lunch!....

September 20
nagrob kaming dalawa ni Tin para bumili ng punyetang iron on paper na yan!..Sarita didn't get to come kasi may test pa sha so kami nalang yung pumunta...ayun window shoppping galore kunwari may pera e ala naman....i currently have my eye on one very fab looking sandals..i swear I 'm gonna buy it if its the last thing I do! considering it only costs at about 300 plus ( a very fair price is it not?).....gusto ko rin sanang bilin yung gown na nakita namin ni Tin sa Karimadon kasi naman no 1, 200 lang!.....up to now binabagabag parin ako ng gown na yun! kakainis..kaso pagbinili ko na yun pagagalitan naman ako ng aking Mamma.......nilibot din namin ni Tin ang buong st. scho thanks to lil ol me!.....after that hindi na kami umatend ng bio, nag kwentuhan nalang kami sa library, tapos, nilibot uli ang st. scho, kumain ng kumain......pos yun...basta kakapagod pero enjoy!

people of blog world! feast your eyes on my friend "Tin"

the next day pumunta sha sa haus ko! before that pala nagwindow shopping uli kami

2005-09-24T12:59:00.000+08:00

so much has happened this week....grabe..

September 17 - 18 Leadership For All seminar in San Juan

I met another soul-sis here, her name is "Mary Chris Joson", her friends call her "Mary" but I prefer calling her "player" since "Mary" is so virginial. I won't get into details why i call her "player" i'll leave you readers figure that out for yourself....basta nung LFA lang kami nagkakilala pero nung nagkwentuhan kami its like we've known each other for months! LFA was the best...grabe ang dami kong natutunan..ang dami ko ring narealize.....thank you God!...

2005-09-12T07:50:00.000+08:00

1. fave song s album ng hale?== the day you said goodnight
2. e sa mymp?== marami eh
3. anong fave mong tym of the day?== 10:30-1:30 pm
4. sinong kahawig mong artista?== si Jodie raw sa stairway to heaven
5. fave cartoon character?== mickey mouse
6. kapamilya kb or kapuso?== kapamilya
7. nakatikim ka na ba ng katsudon?== ano nga pala yun?..
8. brand ng ballpen mo?== di ko pinapansin yun...ala nga kong bolpen e
9. fave mong commercial?== smart buddy cute ni champoy ko eh,...
10. feeling mo ba cute ka?== oo naman..
11. bkt mo nasabi?== ala lang
12. anong course mo?== commerce
13. bkt yan ang napili mo?== la ka na dun
14. kung bbgyan ka ng chance mkpunta sa ibangbansa.. san ka pupunta?== Europe
15. marami ka bng crush?== oki lang
16. pwd bng mlman kung cno cla? == wateber!
17. bkt ka malihim?== ala ka na dun
18. gusto mo ba ang spongecola?== yeah
19. e si spongebob?== nope
20. may problema ka ba?== lahat ng tao may problema
21. kung ggwa k ng novel.. anong pangalan ngbidang character?== si bebbo at si bebba
22. jollibee o mcdo?== mcdo
23. nong fave mong orderin dun?== fries, sundae
24. anong fave mong junkfood?== Mr. Chips!
25. napanaginipan mo n ba na ikaw si darna?== ndi e
26. e si imang?== ang hirap nun
27. kung ikaw ay ipapanganak muli? ano gusto momaging? girl, boy, gay, lesbian?== girl talaga!
28. bakit?== mas mahal damit ng lalaki e
29. pili ka... viva? wilkins? absolute? summit?forest rain? nature's spring?== kahit ano...my goodness!
30. anong kkaibang lasa nia n hndi mo mhnap saiba? == ......
31. kyla or nina?== nina
32. bkt?== mas tagos sa puso yung mga kanta niya
33. maganda/gwapo ba ang taong pinagkuhanan mo ng survey na to?== si Tin? oo naman hahahahaha
34. anong tukso sayo nung bata ka?== ala kong matandaan basta ang alam ko meron
35. kung papalitan ang pangalan mo, anong pangalanang gusto mong ipalit?== yung pangalan ko na lang siguro...kakatamd mag-isip
36. nanonood ka ba ng naruto?== yup
37. cnong fave mo dun?== sasuke and sakura
38. cnocno naging crush mo sa mga to? Camayang,pong, jp Garcia, chuck, ronalyn rato?== gago ka!
39. nakarelate k ba sa tanong?== obvious bang hindi
40. nagfieldtrip ba kau sa EK?== oo naman
41. fave mong ride? == ferris wheel, rio grande rapids tsaka space shuttle
42. nabasa ka ba sa rio grande?==yup
43. may tao ka bang gustong kausapin?== yup
44. anong gusto mong sabihin sa kanya?== hi...mzta na
45. cnocnong pnkanamimis mo?== thea, lapo, melen,majo at marami pang iba
46. anong ggwn mo pg nakita mo ung taong pnkagalitmo?== ala na amn akong kagalit e..
47. bkt ba kau ngkglit?== ....
48. nasubukan mo n bang mag.......alam mo na.?== ano?
49. anong naisip mo? Kaw ha!== gago ka!
50. bkt mo to sinagutan?== la ka na dun
51. nong masasabe mo sa survey? nag-enjoy kba ohindi?== ayos na ang mahalga may ma-post sa blog!

are you in love

2005-09-10T07:59:00.000+08:00

nakita ko lang to sa friendster

Are you in love?

as soon as you get online...whos name do u look for first?
when a slow song comes on the radio..whos face comes to you mind first?
when you hear ur phone ringing....who do u hope itis calling?
whos name makes ur heart skip a beat?

mmmmmm...ahihihihihihihi

2005-09-09T19:30:00.000+08:00

A very tiring and weird week this turned out to be.

I never knew recieving a proposal from sao could be so motivating, for once nagkaroon uli ako ng motivation at inspiration para mag-aral medyo nakakatamad din kasi minsan kung aral ka ng aral research ka ng research pero lahat naman ng effort mo parang hindi mo maramdaman yung so called "fruit of yout labor" bale wala rin...nakakainis lang...kaya thankful narin ako at isa ako sa napili......i've procastinated for the last two or three weeks pero i swear babaguhin ko na yon! rmy God today is the first time i flunked my test in Accounting! shocking pero true..nakakainis...pero most of all nainis ako sa sarili ko i've been so careless!....and i promise i'd change that!.....i know na medyo hopeless na ngayon na mapasali pa'ko sa Deans List or sa Honors circle pero ...i'd still do my best for myself and for all the things i believe in...AJA! kaya ko to AJA!

2005-09-04T07:33:00.000+08:00

PRESENT MOBILE UNIT- motorolla C650
PERFUME- herbench TICKLED PINK, yung perfume ni Kristine, and sometimes my mom's Dolce and Gabbana Light blue
PRESENT SHAMPOO- sunsilk
PRESENT CRAVING- gummi bears!, frostee, bopis, isaw yung pa-S
PRESENT FAVORITE SONGS- Masaya, Burn (nina), weak, gemini, underneath the waves
LAST FOOD U ATE- malteasers (tama ba spelling?)
LAST SONG PLAYED-masaya
LAST SONG U SANG- gemini
LAST GIFT U RECEIVED- di ko alam kung counted to as a gift pero huling baga na narecieve ko is yung bear na galing kay kristine
LAST GAME U ENJOYED PLAYING- Threads of Fate
LAST TIME U HAD UR HAIRCUT- last week
LAST ALCOHOL U DRANK-April 30...vodka
PRESENT PET- not really an animal lover
LAST BOOK YOU READ- an essay in deontic Logic (book ba yun?)
LAST BIRTHDAY ATTENDED- nakalimutan ko na e
LAST GIMIK/ OUTING-last July pa! sa glorietta tsaka greenbelt
LAST THING U DO BEFORE U GO TO SLEEP- think (naks!)
LAST THING U BOUGHT- bermuda shorts, T-shirt sa sports org
LAST MALL U VISITED- sm southmall
LAST MOVIE U WATCHED- Herbie fully loaded
LAST PERSON WHO FETCHED U- i dunno
LAST FIGHT U HAD- hehehe...who's there to fight with?
LAST TIME U CRIED- nung wednesday lang
PRESENT PERSON U HATE- none as of now
LAST PERSON U TEXTED- Kristine
LAST PERSON U TALKED TO- .......
DLAST BREAK-UP- ala pa e
PRESENT BF/GF- ......
PRESENT CRUSH- hehehehehehe
LAST KISS- virgin pa lips ko
LAST PERSON WHO HUGGED U- can't remember
LAST PERSON U HUGGED- ...kristine ata....puro nalang ata si Krisitne kungdi sha sina Bene tsaka Sarita
PRESENT THOUGHTS- kung ano ano
PERSON U WANT TO KILL RIGHT NOW-Ping Lacson

2005-09-03T20:02:00.000+08:00

1.The emotion I tend to hide the most: sadness...
2.When I'm happy: i have this very mysterious smile on my face
.When I'm sad: quiet lang sa isang tabi
4.When I'm sentimental: nagsousound trip, nagiinternet,
5.When I'm in love: may pimple daw ako?
6.I would jump up & down and shout w/ joy right now if someone told me:-you won 50,000 pesos worth shopping spree!
7.The last time I cried was:-01/09/05
8.Moment in my life when my emotions froze and I felt absolutely nothing:01/9/05
9.People who genuinely make you happy: my famile, friends namely bene, saita and of course Kristine...hehe at shempre si Roma!
10.Something that makes me happy: eating, friendster testimonials, shopping
11.Someone or something that made me laugh this week: my friends as usual hehehehe
12.Your Good Luck Charm- hmmmm...
13. Person You Hate Most:-none as of now
14. On your desk:-ang kalat...di ko alam e
15.What do you notice first with the opposite sex:- eyes tapos nun smile then the hair and then lastly yung hands
16. Last person you slow danced with:-nakalimutan ko na e.....si Migs ata?
17.Makes you laugh the most:- my friends!
18.Makes you smile: when i'm having a really really good day, pag nasa mood ang hair ko
19.Can make you feel better:shopping, crying, blogging, eating

2005-09-03T13:03:00.000+08:00

Esplanade, Singapore i've been looking for this pic for the longest time!...i look so thin here!,

2005-09-03T09:21:00.000+08:00

di ko aakalain na mamimis ko ng ganito ang mobile ko! kung bakit pa kasi sha naconfiscate! grrrr! i swear pagkasoli na pagkasoli sakin nun sa monday bibilan ko na ng accessories yun, pos bibilan ko ng maraming maraming load!

jealousy test

2005-09-03T07:46:00.000+08:00

You are 44.44% jealous!
For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.
185728 people have taken this test to date.

This percentage means that :
•You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.
•Occasionally, you over-react to situations.
•Most of the time, you trust the people around.
•Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-esteem.

http://tests.studentcenter.org/jealousytest

2005-09-02T20:49:00.000+08:00

minsan talaga pinagdasal ko na sana wala nalang intrams kasi tatambakan kami ng super duper daming workload sa academics nyan plus mga make-up classes pa. We are scheduled to pass a documentation for Logic next next week, tapos next next week din yung defense! how morbid is that! tapos ngayong week magpapasa kami ng requirement sa NSTP! tsaka may test kami sa Accounting!...though i guess i wouldn't mind four straight hour of logic with our super cute teacher just sittin there and smiling talking about politics about stuff, or better yet his love life! hihihihihihi.....diba kristine?

2005-09-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

i lost in my first game today, but it was okay the minute we practiced in the court with my opponent i immediately smelled the putrid scent of my defeat, something i was really disappointed to think i practiced a lot just for the game. but nonetheless it was fun even though i lost, its quite nice to gain some experience in sports once in a while, it made me want to train even more in the future...that is if there is a future for me in badminton...and maybe in karaoke too...

2005-09-02T03:20:00.000+08:00

You scored as Flip flops. Your a flip flop! You\'re really laid back, and love the beach. Everyone loves you.

Flip flops

69%

Uggs

69%

Running shoes

56%

High tops

50%

Stilettos

38%

Skater shoes

31%

Birkenstocks

25%

What kind of shoes are you???
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ganyan talaga masayaaaaa

2005-09-01T20:35:00.000+08:00

before i knew it i was in a couging fit, it was like the air was sucked right out of my lungs, and ever so slowly i began to feel pain, deep within the depths of my chest and deep within the depths of my fragile and young heart......I began to curse myself for acting so naive, i told my self "so she has a crush on him big deal!".....i played it all over again in my head until i could not take it anymore, it was like my tear ducts had the life of its own......my tears were threatening to fall from my eyes without me even knowing it....it was hard i tell you, really hard, keeping all the pain all to yourself.......

call me immature, call me naive but before, i thought i already knew everything about love, sa dinadami ba naman ng mga quotes na kinokolekta ko sa bawat movie at librong binabasa ko akala ko alam ko na lahat, yun pala sa hindi inaasahang mga pangyayari tsaka ko lang nalaman love is something even a year's collection of love quotes cannot describe. It is all so confusing. Nobody ever told me that love was gonna make you cry and confused at the same time, nobody told me that seeing him would make me cry. September 1, 2005, a day like no other. A day when i cursed my blasted homones! the day i felt anger, envy, love, confusion, anxiety all at the same time. The one day in my life when i cried over a guy, and the day i beagn to envy people who are able to express themselves with no second thoughts and then tell myself "How i wish i was like that."

and so my trepidation begins part II

2005-08-31T18:20:00.000+08:00

looks like my day couldn't get even worse than it already is, first another wave of anxiety ate me alive during our intrams, second my cellphone was confiscated by none other than the mother of all mean bitches! whoever she is! my god! she snatched the poor thing right out of my hand! pwede na shang snatcher! i was innocent i tell you! innocent! i was gonna place it inside my bag the whoosh! poof! gone!....

I asked Elise to practice with me this afternoon, luckily she agreed. I love you Elise!......when i got home i immediately ate lunch then proceed to my practice, that was around one in the afternoon....nakipaglaban ako sa driver namen tapos kay tito Ruben, after that bumili ako ng super lamig na mountain dew......around four fourtyfive naglaro kami ni Elise sa Starmall..medyo mahal ang binayad ko for an hour pero okay lang ang ganda ng court tsaka ala mashado tao..heheh shoshal!..we finished around five forty five tapos bumili kami ng Zagu hindi ata napansin ni Elise na may super fishie sa likod nya.....

and so my trepidation begins......

2005-08-30T18:34:00.000+08:00

sa friday na daw ang laban namen, i still can't believe that i'm playing...medyo mahina pa ang pag-serve ko pero sana makayanan ko....if i get through this alive....i'm gonna thank Kristine for Everything! and i mean everything!...my goodness lord help me

random things

2005-08-29T19:28:00.000+08:00

realizations and changes in college

* fist of all ngayun nagaayus na'ko hindi na'ko yung dati na pumapasok sa school na hindi nagsusuklay
* nagma-make up ako (beige eye-shadow plus mascara and lip tint pos minsan may onting blush on and that's it! enough said!)
* i finally realized that following the trend is so not me...kahit ano talaga gawin ko i always end up making my own style, still classy+girly+elegant and a little bit of vintage appeal...para kasing pag may uso napipilitan kang sundin yun....
*mas ginagamit ko ngayon ang mobile phone ko, mas madalas na kong nagloload unlike before na once in a blue moon talaga..
* for a very unknown reason i'm having a weird penchant for music other than slow and senti! nahawa na ata ko kay Kristine pati yung mannerism nya kapag nakikinig yung sumasayaw habang nakaupo with the head banging and everything.
* natuto ko magkaraoke!
* i realized na ang first impression sa'kin ng ibang tao is someone who is a bit intimidating, High-maintenance and sosyal, when i'm not
* natuto akong kumain ng vegetables
* Bamboo is hot
* from reading his past interviews me and my friend therefore conclude that Brent Javier is a S*x God
* once you're in college and you're an nbsb you'll sometimes feel the that putrid feeling of emptiness, but its okay studies first before anything else.
* for the first time in my life, after whining for lack of nicknames during Highschool yan tuloy napala ko tawag sakin bebbo! but i guess its better than being called intsik beho and bibbo. (beho+bibb0=bebbo figure that out for yourself)
* "fishing" is a good past time

Bored

2005-08-29T15:47:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored!

01. nickname: clarice lang kaso pagdating sa school iba na minsan bebbo, beho, intsik beho, at marami pang iba
02. hobbies: listening to music, blogging, surfing the net, reading
03. gender:female
04. age: sixteen
05. date of birth:12/27/88
06. horoscope: capricorn
07. fav. color: white, black, turquoise, bronze
08. fav. letter: j (hehehehe)
09. email add: ...pixie_blu02@yahoo.com
10. cell number: 09203802526
11. eye colour: brown
12. hair colour: auburn
13. right or left handed: right
14. marital status: single..shingle
15. siblings: 3
16. last 2 digits of ur landline: 57
17. when's ur bedtime: 10:30
18do u have a pet? : no
19.what is/are your pet/s?: ala nga kong pet
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21. tried smoking: no!
22. drink: waht kind of drink?
23. been hurt emotionallly? minsan
24. kept a secret from anyone: yeah, hindi rin yan maiiwasan
25. been on stage?: hehehe oo
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favourites*
26. color :look at no. 7
28. drinks:mountain dew, iced tea, red iced tea, C2, Frutas Green Mango shake
29. numbers: 7, 21
30. toons: Rugrats
31. sports: badminton
32. song(s): masaya
33. movie: the notebook
34. subject: computer
35. animal: cats
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right now*
36. wearing now: shirt plus PE shorts
37. doing now: blogging as usual
38. looking at: computer ano pa nga ba
39. thinking of: hehehehe
40. listening to: underneath the waves - Hale
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*do u believe in*
41. love: oo naman
42. faith: yup
43. destiny: stupid question oo naman!
44. ghost: siguro
45. angels:yup
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*in the last 24hrs*
46. worn jeans: yes
47. cleaned ur room:next year na
48. cried: mmm..hindi
49. met someone new: hehehe
50. last person i talked to on the phone: Kristine
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*love life*
51. do u hav a gf/bf: nbsb :(
52. A secret admirer: next question please
53. do you want to get married?:wag muna ngayun
54. plan on having kids? : yeah
55. how old u wanna be when u getmarried: thirty
56. hw old u wanna be when u get ur firstchild: next question please
57. how many kids do u want? two
58. would you have kids b4 ur married? no
59. do u hav a crush: hehehenormal lang yun
60. wat do u want most in a relationship: inspiration
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*either one*
61. pink or black: black
62. kiss or hug: hug
63. summer or winter: both
64. sunny or rainy: both
65. chocolate or vanilla: ala
66. hanging out or chilling: pareho lang ata yun e
67. music or tv: music
68. nite or day: day
69. gays or girls: girls shempre
70. sleepin or eating: both..
71. love or lust: love
72. silver or gold: gold
73. sunrise or sunset: sunset
74. phone or in person: in person
75. diamond or pearL: pearl
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moodswings

2005-08-24T19:52:00.000+08:00

hay nako minemeno-pause na naman ako, my goodness mukhang napapadalas ang mga moodswings ko a, never in my wildest dreams did i see myself playing badminton for our team in our school's intramurals..kakashock!..omg player ang lola mo! and it all started sa pagkakadissolve ng pepvoice at para hindi ako masabak sa cheerdancing siningit ko sarili ko sa Badminton ng team namin buti nga at may availabale slots..tenk yu talaga lord! nung una hindi ako natakot sabi ko sarili ko "titirahin mo lang yung pesteng shuttlecock tapos paturo ka na lang ng rules kay Kristine tapos tapos na, problem solved" pero ngayon kinakabahan ako to think na next week na ang laro namin tapos hanggang ngayon may problema parin ako sa pag serve! oh my gulay! lord kayo na po ang bahala!

the ramblings of a frustrated Shopper

2005-08-22T08:16:00.000+08:00

i'm having trouble keeping up my promise to myself that i would fatten my bank account, but how can I? when there are malls and ukay-ukays practically everywhere! god damnit. Last saturday i bought myself a pair of green bermuda shorts i've been dying to buy since June and i aslo bought myself a black school bag! its a good thing i still have some money left from Sarita.
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i've passed all my midterms but Logic still remains to be a threat i don't know what to do anymore, I even promised myself that i'll study harder from now on.
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i've also been dying to get a new haircut since saturday, i think that Kristine's more excited on getting my hair cut than me. "new look" she says

midterms na!

2005-08-07T08:03:00.000+08:00

MIDTERMS NA!

i won't be updating this blog for a week since i've gotta study for my midterms...wish me luck..ja ne!

senti-sentihan

2005-08-07T07:01:00.000+08:00

feeling tense and low from your horrid love life? well then i've got one very helpful tip for you, walk under the rain by yourself or with a friend, it actually helps you should try it sometime. the misty drizzle is something you can come to enjoy its quite refreshing and almost rejuvinating and the patter of drops on the roof is soothing to the ears, you can't help but close your eyes and play that love song on your head.

Ako'y malungkot nanaman

Amoy chico na akoIlang tagay na hindi pa rin tulog

Tanong ko lang sa langit

Kung bakit pumangit
Nung dating masaya

Ngayo'y panay problemang

bumabalot sa buto Bakit ganito
Ang pag-ibig Ganyan talaga Pagbago

pa ang pag-ibig

Ganyan talaga Masaya
Pagkagising ko Nakita ko si juan

Na syang adik sa aming lugar
Parang droga daw ang bisa

Na ginagamit niya kanina

Sa una lang daw Masarap
Ang pag-ibig Ganyan talaga

Pagbago pa ang pag-ibig

Ganyan talaga Masaya

Ang pag-ibig Ganyan talaga

Pagbago pa ang pag-ibig Ganyan talaga Masaya

nakakaantig ng puso diba?

i made friends yipeee

2005-08-06T18:02:00.000+08:00

i'm quite happy to say na hindi nako nagiisa sa Aiesec, eleven pala kaming first years! and here i though ako lang ang nagjoin whew! buti nalang i was also able to make friends with one HRM first yr student nung LCOS tapos naging friend ko narin yun second year na officer who happens to have the same name as i do pero okay lang sobrang kalog nya tsaka makwento rin sya!

boring post i know....tinatamad lang talaga ako magtype

thank god for ukay ukay

2005-07-24T18:58:00.000+08:00

thank god for ukay ukay

yesterday i just bought the most cheapest bargain buys ever! omg i'm so happy!

my goodness nakabili ako ng blazer for Php 80 only! nakakita ako ng ganung style sa sa Kirin Kirin kaso mashadong mahal thank God for Ukay ukay!
tapos nun bumili ako ng isang tweed jacket for only Php 80 uli ( i know mashadong mainit ang tweed jacket dito pero since we're going to canada on october i'll be needing an uber stylish jacket! :>)

after that nakabili uli ako ng black na buttoned up blouse! haaay1 i've never felt so thankful in my entire existence! anlaki rin ng naipon ko

"yung first year"

2005-07-21T06:44:00.000+08:00

"yung first year"

i didn't get to eat lunch together with my friends yesterday since it was my org's first general meeting, so like the ever enthustiastic and punctual first year that i am i sauntered inside room M308 and sat beside three girls from Third year.

"uy ala pa kong ka batch mamaya pa siguro magdadatingan na sila" i said to no one in particular

minutes passed, everytime the door would open, my head would immediately turn that way to look at my "would be-future-org friends", but then i noticed one thing. Everybody seems to know everybody! and finally a sudden realization hit me on the head like a sledge hammer

"oh god! ako lang ata ang first year dito" i though to myself. To think i expected a number of first years applying in such prestigous org whose former members happens to be the likes of Annan, Sen. Kiko Pangilinan, Margaux Salcedo, Gloria Arroyo , K aren Davila and other world renowned leaders.

to say that i'm worried is actually an understatement.

"what if i don't make any friends at all"

my negative thoughts were quickly banished away when the meeting started and the org's president said that she was quite disappointed because she expected seventy precent of the first years to join AIESEC . Right then and there after she said that my heart began to swell with pride. "Here i am, in an org whose main objective happens to be developing the potential of young people to be future leaders! that's something to be proud of is it not! here i am whining about not being able to fit in when an opportunity's just right at my face screaming at me telling me that "first day lang to, you'll get along with them just fine" after all being the only first year in the org has its perks. "kilala ka kagad":) as "yung first year" and they all seem to be nice people, after four years wala na yan so better make the most out of it.

when good days turn bad

2005-07-18T07:49:00.000+08:00

When Good Days Turn Bad

what started out as a regular gimmick in Makati turned out to be one heck of an adventure!....a very very tiring adventure.......
i woke up that morning onthe wrong side of the bed, i was pissed for god knows what reason! when suddenly the phone rang and i answered it, it was elise and guess what? i forgot it was her birthday.
elise: uy birthday ko ngayon!

clarice: ganun! sorry nakalimutan ko! sorry talaga! (colapo style):)

elise: hay nako! anyway gusto mo sumama sakin
clarice: san

elise: Glorietta, treat ko

clarice: sige, magpapaalam muna ko, pagdasal mo ko a

at around 10:30 pumunta na ko sa house ni elise tapos nun hinatid kami papuntang Glorietta, dun namin imimeet yung friends ni elise. We had lunch in Shakeys and watched "Herbie fully loaded" in Greenbelt" after that i bought a pair of really cute embelished flipflops! i was happy, no let me rephrase that! we were happy and nothing in this whole god forsaken universe can ruin it, until......we all decided that after watching a movie and three hours of window shopping we all decided to go home and hit the sack, so Elise's friend "Mon" said there was this bus that heads straight to Alabang, we all thought na dadaan yung ng RFC kaya sige pumunta kami ng terminal, to my greatest shock ang placard na nakalagay sa harap ng bus e "skyway alabang" and then i said where on earth is "skyway"? tumingin ako kay elise tapos yung isang friend na kasama nya...."i have a bad feeeling about this", i nervously said to myself.....while in the bus i was having second thoughts i looked at elise's friend and said

clarice: "hindi pa mashadong gumagalaw yung bus, kung gusto nyo kahit mag taxi tayo papuntang st. scho o kaya mag train nalang tayo tapos baba tayo ng benilde tapos from there dun nalang tayo sumakay ng bus, kinakabahan ako dito"

friend ni elise: oo nga e

too late the bus started moving, i nervously looked at my new found friend and said "dapat talga nag st. scho nalang tayo"
hindi gaanong matagal ang byahe so parang gumaan ang pakiramdam ko, okay narin ako sa idea na sasakay kami ng jeep from metropolis hanggang RFC. Nung bumaba na kami ng bus alang jeep papuntang Bayan or zapote man lang! kung meron man lahat puno, so we just settled for an FX, and luckily we were able to ride one...hanggang festival!

clarice: uy ano nagnyari!

driver: nasiraan po tayo, eto po pera nyo sa iba nalang kayo sumakay

clarice: uy elise happy birthday a, ganda ng birthday mo

friend ni elise:oo nga elise

nakakainis! of all places na pwedeng pagsiraan ng bwisit na FX e sa tapat pa ng Metropolis! Hindi ba pwedeng sa SM na lang sha nasiraan!

elise: kakabwisit naman birthday na birthday ko

friend ni elise: mag-abang nalang uli tayo

clarice: uy guys diba malapit lang festival dito, bat di nalang natin lakarin tapos dun tayo sumakay ng FX or taxi

elise&friend: sige

and so our journey begins...binagtas namin ang kalye at naglakad papuntang festival

clarice: imaginin nyo nalang foreigner tayo kaya nilalakad natin..act natural kunawari tag ibang bansa tayo

elise: ang layo

friend: mga kulasa tayo, kaya natin yan

clarice: oo nga

matapos namin marating ang festival at pagpasapasahin ng mga gwardya kung san yung pila ng taxi sa wakas ay narating rin namin ang pila ng mga mahiwagang taxi..

clarice: manong taxi po!

manong: san kayo

clarice: RFC po

isang manong: uy malayo yung hindi kami pwede, kung gusti nyo talaga e 300 ibabayad nyo

lahat kame: ang mahal naman!

manong: aba palaban

i wanted to strangle the taxi driver right then and there! he has no right to ask us 300 bucks just to get to RFC! bakit sing layo ba yun ng Ortigas para singilin kami ng tatlong daan! personally i would never negotiate with losers like that they're hopless! kung hindi lang kami desperado umuwi e sinumbong na namin sila sa pulis or better yet sa LTFRB e ala atang mga metro yun e!

so we spent the reast of the afternoon walking back to where we came from; Metropolis at dun kami sumakay ng Taxi pauwi.

the end......mashado ng mahaba kung pagpapatuloy ko ang kwento nakakaburaot lang!

"Music Guy" Part I

2005-07-06T18:04:00.000+08:00

"Music Guy"

Kristine may have called him "violin boy" and Sarita may have called him "Violi" but for me for the very first time i laid eyes on him the very first code name i could think of was "music guy"
It all started one rainy afternoon when Kristine, Sarita and I got lost in the Music department...

clarice: sundin nyo ko ako ang daan!
Kristine: panu yan e nawawala nga ang daan!
Sarita: sigurado ba kayong dito yun?
Clarice: diba sabi nila music department daw, e nasa music department na tayo e so hanapin nalang natin.
Kristin: dun sa taas siguro

we were very well aware that a very Cathartic music resonated on the walls of the music department but we had no idea it came from a small room in the second floor. So while walking the second floor hallway...

Kristine: uy tingnan mo ang gwapo!
Clarice: asan!

and there he sat playing his violin like nothing else mattered in this whole god forsaken universe but his music and his own little world. He played like there was no tomorrow, so much passion and zest to perfect it. He was so deeply engrossed in what he's doing he didn't even notice us!for all you readers remember the episode of Meteor garden 1 where Shancai saw Hua Ze lei playing the violin all alone...parang ganun! hehehehe..

for old time's sake

2005-07-03T07:52:00.000+08:00

For Old Time's Sake

yesterday turned out to be better than i expected even if it was just Thea and myself who ransacked the mall for cute stuff that we hope we could eventually buy in the future. We watched "Monster-in-law". I personally like Jlo's choice of outfit there, it's so bohemian! Yesterday just proved to us that the world is too small for us josephians, we came across three yestersay dalawang alumni tsaka isang senior, who would've thought i'd see him there of all places! kakashock lang but i'm still happy nontheless it feels good to see your fellow schoolmates once in a while even if it was just a brief "hi" and "sang school ka nag-aaral?"

mou! i have to save money again!

nostalgia

2005-06-26T16:56:00.000+08:00

jennifer, Emelin, me, Elise, Thea in SJA Mini Park formerly known as Girl's Quadrangle

PROM

DanDave, Thea, me, Francis

2x2 pic for my college application

i edited the color of the pic..anyway that's me at our living room all dolled up for the JS prom

usapang emptiness

2005-06-26T16:19:00.000+08:00

this has got to be the best romance flick EVER! This has go to be the only flick that made me cry so hard next to A walk to remembera and Cinderella Story. Below are uber kilig quotes from "The notebook" which i got last night from the internet.

"Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons. But when all is said and done, they have one thing in common: They are shooting stars-a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity. And in a flash, they're gone."

"I am no one special, just a common man with common thoughts. I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me, and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect, I've succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and for me, that has always been enough."

"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give you forever."

"Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That's what it was like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once, and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it."

And I learned what is obvious to a child. That life is simply a collection of little lives, each lived one day at a time. That each day should be spent finding beauty in flowers and poetry and talking to animals. That a day spent with dreaming and sunsets and refreshing breezes cannot be bettered. But most of all, I learned that life is about sitting on benches next to ancient creeks with my hand on her knee and sometimes, on good days, for falling in love."

i dedicate this post to my friend Cristin a.ka. "Hot seat" nawa'y mawala na ang emptiness na iyong nadarama .....iyong pakatandaan na...

'Ang love, hindi parang kidlat na bigla ka na lang tatamaan. Para yang ambon na bumabasa sa damit mo, para yang sponge na sumisipsip ng tubig...'

ikaw na bahala umintindi nyan ala lang akong magawa

First day funk

2005-06-15T20:30:00.000+08:00

i wasn't abducted by aliens mind you, I just didn't have the time to write about the stuff that's happening in my life lately. There's so much to say that my words get all jumbled and mixed up. right now, its like my finger has the life of its very own. Last week was our froshie orientation, i had fun there were freebies and a few sponsors, a little concert at the fourth day and then that's a rap! I think i may have to take back what i said before about being excited about our Philosophy class. I never knew it would be that mind boggling! don't get me wrong i like the subject but the teacher kinda disturbs me, to think i expected a cranky old man who works part time as a lawyer and who's too busy making this god forsaken world a better place for all of us! To my shock and probably most of my classmates i stared wide-eyed as a young man perhaps at the age of twenty plus sauntered in the classroom then stopped right in front of the teacher's table and ran his fingers through his ebony locks and said "good morning class". I do not have a crush on my philo prof. okay! let me put an emphasis on "do not!", anyway life in st. scho is not so bad once you get used to it, again for my part since i spent seven years in an all girls school way way back in grade school plus Kinder.

as the summer ends

2005-06-02T13:35:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored! i've been lounging around in my mom and dad's office for hours! and i can't believe it's already June! one more week then classes will start, i'm feeling all jittery and excited at the same time. I do hope i can cope up with the subjects not to mention the Professors (wonder what they'll be like) I'm pretty excited with Philosophy and Communication Arts, Theology's okay too if you don't mind another Sir Condes II to fill you in with another of his or her homily. No offense i like the way he teaches and all but sometimes his lessons can be really drowsy, big time! Though there's no denying that i miss Sja.Yesterday at the bookstore i had really outrageous thought popped in my head, Josephians must be really lucky to not have experienced the excruciatingly long line when paying for the school supplies. you see, sa SJA kasi kasama na sa tuition ang lahat ng school supplies and when i say lahat i mean LAHAT. from eggshell papers to compass and watercolor, from rolls of cartolina of different colors to isang dekwang manila paper! na hindi naman kayang ubusin ng isang school year! actually when you think about it sobra sobra pa nga school supplies namen e, although minsan may nangyayaring nakawan ng bondpaper at envelope sa classroom kapag talagang kailangan at terror ang teacher at sa kasawaiang palad e naiwanan ang gamit.... ang dami ko talagang mamimis, mamimis ko yung mga moments na nagpupusoy dos sa likod ng classroom yung iba naming classmates o di kaya'y yung mga PMS ni colapo

the mall and the shopaholic

2005-06-02T11:22:00.000+08:00

ThE mALL and a ShOpaHolic

the last time any female member in your family gets sick, try bringing her to the mall. The mall unbeknowst to some, cures a number of illnesses, fever in particular and maybe even common cold. My parents and I went to the mall yesterday to buy myself a pair of school shoes. My mom has been sick for 3 days but when she came along with us, she's good as new! her fever disappered like a speck of cornflake on the dining table. The mall has indeed healing powers, especially to women and gay people alike. We girls go-malling to de-stress from the burdens of everyday life which includes work and of course, the ever present love life ( which i still do not have up to now, but i'm perfectly fine without it, for now) Malling is a good way to relieve tension, yet a bad way for money to say "bye bye" in a nick of time. I for one sometimes buy things for no apparent reason due to my fickle mindedness and overzelous attempt to just get something and pay for it so i can hit the sack and go home with shopping bags held on both hands. I happen to like it when i'm sashayingl at least five shopping bags, it makes me feel contented and not to mention it unleashes the inner shopaholic in me and buy some more and until there isn't any money left in my wallet. Literally i shop till i drop, when i'm finished shopping i'll just make myself comfortable in a restaurant with the most least number of crowd, and there i wait for my parents and then go home. One more thing, i don't like shopping in crowded places. it makes me tense and worried, i dunno why.

the mall is a place to buy things you need and the things you think you'd need in the future, the mall is a place to de-stress and unleash all the worries of your despicable boyfriend ever cheating you, off your head by burning cold hard cash that you spent the whole school year saving and watch it infront of your very eyes go down the drain.

loving your flaws

2005-05-31T11:09:00.000+08:00

loving your flaws

When i was in sixth grade i wished i looked like anyone else but me, like all the other teenagers adolescense had given me zits! and to top it all up I had braces, and i thought i was never cute enough or that i was too damn short! that lasted for three bloody years! In that three bloody years i tried numerous beauty products, name it i tried it! I tried going to a dermatologist and facial centers but it didn't work, the fact that i had zits is enough to further blemish my already tormented young soul! to say that i'm desperate is an understatement! those were the dark days of my youth! every night i'd look in the mirror and see a girl with tear stained cheeks and puffy eyes. I'm just a teenager for crying out loud! and Physical appearance is a big factor when it comes to poise and confidence and of course who could forget, your social life! and then i realized, there is so much more to life than just looking good and be oh so admired by your school mates. I realized that life is all about realizing the dreams and possibilities we could achieve, i've wasted a whole lotta time procastinating and i believe it's now time to come out of the shadows and say "world, here i come" whatever personal feature i'm hating this very second, i am sure that i am not alone. Everyone one of us has a quirk we wish we never had when we face the mirror daily. True beauty must be defined as something you achieve by celebrating what you already have and not by changing your stripes,and it may even occur to you that what's funny and ugly in your eyes may be interesting for someone else.

I love the rain

2005-05-30T12:45:00.000+08:00

i love the rain

Some people may find it weird but I love the rain. Before i used to hate it, i used to cry when it rained because i was scared that it would totally rip the roof off our house just like the poor houses i saw in this movie called "twister". but now i love the rain.

The misty drizzle is something i've come to enjoy.

It's cleansing and refreshing, almost rejuvenating.

The short bursts of thunder and the dull rolling clouds put me into a calm state.

The patter of the drops is soothing to my ears. I love the rain.

defining perfection

2005-05-30T12:31:00.000+08:00

currently listening to: Tell me where it hurts by MYMP

DEFINING PERFECTION

kapag tinantanong kung ano gusto mo sa lalaki agad agad nating sinasabi na "ay gusto ko yung masipag, responsable, sensitive, down to earth, gentleman, sweet" at kung ano anu pa

pero sa tingin mo, could you find all these qualities in one man?

Admit it, every female is looking for the perfect man. Apparently, the perfect man does not exist, sad to say patay na siguro yung mga tong ganun

We have to face the fact that the perfect man doesn’t exist kasi it’s practically impossible to find all these qualities in one man.
just maybe, the perfect guy is out there, we just have to lower the standard a notch. He might not be perfect in every way but his flaws just might be the very reason that you will love him. Kasi yung imperfections niya ang reason why he might need the person made for him… for that person to be the one to pick him up when his flaws take him down.....

to all the girls out there let's keep this in mind:

"Remember who you are. Stand tall. And don't waste all your infatuations on the first man that makes you feel beautiful."

"You're worth more than that."

when your with him it will never be an obligation of yours to be happy all the time. you can be happy, sad, scared, angry, or even irrational and know that he'll never judge you or misunderstand you. He's the one person on earth that you trust enough to allow him to see every side of you, with nothing held back.

layout problems part iii

2005-05-30T11:13:00.000+08:00

i have yet again another reasonable explanation as to why i changed the layout...may error kasi yung dati kong lay out yung "super girl" tsaka yung "music is my painkiller" bigla nalang kasi shang nawawala i dunno why..anyway i happen to be a big fan of lindsay lohan, if you're not then that's your problem not mine...hehehe shunget! joke!

layout problems part ii

2005-05-26T18:36:00.000+08:00

nakakainis naman! pati itong bagong layout ko may problema rin! binuhos ko buong umaga ko sa pag-aayos neto tapos ganito lang mangyayari! dugo't pawis ko binuhos ko para lang tumugtog to! omg somebody please give me cookies and cream Zagu grande with extra crystals mababaliw ako dito!....

layout problems part i

2005-05-26T08:41:00.000+08:00

i have a perfectly good reason as to why i changed the layout again, i cannot republish my blog from my former layout since it 's been having errors due to god knows what. for the mean time i guess this'll do

out of extreme boredom

2005-05-24T15:35:00.000+08:00

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out of extreme boredom and from whacking my head for ideas this is the only productive thing i could think of

kulasa na'ko

2005-05-24T08:23:00.000+08:00

enrolment namin kahapon sa st. scho grabe kakapagod di ko akalain magiging ganun kahaba ang mga pila! andaming eche bureche, pero at least naranasan ko ang ma-xray! ang galing din may uniform na'ko sana nga lang pwede yung shoes ko. nung nakita ko yung course na nakalagay sakin ang nakasulat BSC hindi ECO which means sa 1st year or maybe even 2nd year Pre-commerce muna ko tapos sa 3rd year na yung ECO talaga. dami ko ring nakilalang bagong mga prends! kaso parang napansin ko halos lahat ata sila MASCOM. tapos nung nakita ko yung mga subjects ko medyo natuwa ako and at the same time bumulaga sakin ang ACCOUNTING 1 i waslike what the hell?! expected ko Statistics or college algebra ang math ko pero okey lang kakayanin ko to AJA!

eto ga subjects ko:

communication arts

human biology

theology

philosophy

Accounting

NSTP

P.E.

Applied Computer

papagupit ako ngayon thank goodness!

currently listening to: a house is not a home by: Luther Vandross

name acronym generator

2005-05-23T07:35:00.000+08:00

C	Complicated
L	Lively
A	Amazing
R	Refined
I	Innocent
C	Cheerful
E	Easy

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

all hail master YODA!"

what highschool stereotype are you?

2005-05-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

You scored as Ghetto gangsta.

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

38%

Ghetto gangsta

38%

Geek

31%

Drama nerd

25%

Punk/Rebel

19%

Goth

19%

Stoner

19%

Loner

What's Your High School Stereotype?
created with QuizFarm.com

shouldn't it be both ghetto gangster and cheerleader?

the drama princess

2005-05-21T19:26:00.000+08:00

one of my friends told me that the first time she saw me she had a very abrupt assumption that i was another upscale chic from an exclusive school for girls who talks funny and who's very modish.

i find it hard to believe that some people actually think of me as some high-profile slash high-maintenance girl who spends most of her time hangin out in starbucks splurging on a cuppa coffee worth a hundred bucks, when i'm such a laid-back and practical girl who loves hanging out with her friends and watch pirated DVDs and buy lots of food instead of going to the movies, or the girl who absolutely loves street foods and frostee and even craves for it during the hot days of summer.
To be completely honest i find her somewhat abrupt and weird assumption about me very amiable. Nobody has ever told me that and nobody even had the audacity to rub it on my face. I found it completely amiable since she saw me in a different light, that i'm far from the girl she thought i was. I'm a girl who can survive without combing her hair for weeks! (that's true! hindi po ako nagsusuklay pag walang pasok at kahit na lumalabas ako ng bahay), i know how to appreciate the simple pleasure life can bring, i'm deeply bothered by the Economy of our country, i like it when i hear good news about the country, or that i like watching pinoy soap operas, and all the other stuff some people never thought i liked doing. she is right in one thing though, i like dressing up and looking elegant and classy especially when there's an occassion since i consider it as a time when people see a different me, when i'm all polished from head to toe, refined like the young lady that i should be, not some barbaric woman

i am practical but i guess there's no harm in spending an afternoon with friends in starbucks every once in a while, well as long as it doesn't burn holes in my pocket then i guess it's okay.

the drama princess

mga maliliit kong kasiyahan sa buhay

2005-05-21T14:07:00.000+08:00

i'll be having a new phone yey! well its actually not a new phone but another hand-me down mobile phone from my brother well a new mobile phone is definitely better than a phone with poor image resolution.

napanood ko nanaman kanina ang isa nanamang kabanata ng aking kinakikiligan at pinakaaantabayanan na anime na "His or her circumstances" sobrang laughtrip talaga si Hideki asaba tsaka si Tsubasa though nangyari na ang pinapangarap kong mangyari nagseselos na si soichiro kay Takefumi yes!

so many movies, so many time, so little savings

i can't wait to see....

ala kong maisip na title

2005-05-21T07:39:00.000+08:00

inaamag na'ko dito sa bahay! bat kaya ganun no pag may pasok halos mag pyesta ang ang mga estudyante kasi alang pasok ngayon namang alang pasok tsaka naman gusto pumasok haaay buhay!

i miss my friends big time! buti pa si thea asa Malaysia , buti pa si Esca asa bohol, buti pa si Elise may san damakmak ang DVD sa bahay, buti pa si Lapo ewan ko kung baket, samantalang ako nandito sa bahay kain-tulog-nuod tv. ang magandang nagyari lang siguro sakin ngayong summer ay nakakapag zagu ako every week
mis ko narin yung sweet corn sa st. jo june 14 na pasukan namin ni Elise sa st. scho, i'm feeling all nervous and jittery again, anu kaya mangyayari samen sa college?

...

2005-05-20T12:31:00.000+08:00

bago na naman ang layout koh! pero this time i swear to God sisiguruhin ko magtatagal to ng ilang buwan!

ala naman kasing productive na bagay na nangyayari sakin sa mga nakaraang mga araw, good god! it's like i'm waking up with the same day as yesterday! nakakaloka! last week kung hindi ko lang nakita yung araw na nakalagay sa pinost kong blog di ko malalaman na friday na pala. Yesterday i spent the whole day watching those blasted DVDs just lying around the house collecting dust since God knows when. Buti nga nung isang araw may maganda-gandang bagay na nangyari saken, nanunuod ako ng meteor Garden nun nung tumawag si Elise andun raw si Erlan tsaka si Reggie sa kanila so sabi ko sunduin nila ako ...pos yun nung nasa gate na sila para kong preso na nakalaya (i looked stupid nuff said) sa sobrang tuwa at makakaapak rin ako sa labas ng gate namen!

kahapon din first time kong napanood yung "View from the top" maganda pala yun tapos nung hapon ala na kong mapanood sa HBO pinanood ko yung "BIG FISH" ganda sana e kaso ang tagal matapos, hindi ko namalayan nakatulog na pala ko, kung hindi lang ako ginising ni ate ging para kumain ng merienda hindi ko matatapos yung movie, pero ang tsalap ng merienda!

next week na pala yung enrollment ko...nafifeel ko na ang college...ooooh!

rehab?

2005-05-15T09:35:00.000+08:00

today i'm going to do something no fanfic addict has ever done before!

i'm going to swear of reading fanfics until semester break, no wait! on sembreak i'll be in canada so that means no readin until christmas vacation!

i've got a new template again!

mum said i have to list down the things i'd need for college:

1 pocket umbrella (yellow or any pastel colors)
2 notebooks
3 pens (of course!)
4 yellow pad
5 kikay stuff (that includes perfume, lip balm, hair doc, mirror, hair polish)
6 a new wallet would be nice too
7 .....the list goes on...isisp muna ko

another day in a life of a drama queen

2005-05-13T16:25:00.000+08:00

i dunno where to start, sometimes i just lie on my bed and think and imagine stuff.....

think of perhaps another story i could write, being such a desperate writer and all i can never finish a story no matter how much i wanted to and no matter how hard it is to whack my head for ideas. i just get bored on a certain plot then after a few grueling minutes of pondering about it in my head that I tend to lose it and in the end, that's how it's always been, there's always been a beginning but never an ending. How many unfinshed stories i made? i've lost count, some of them found its way in the computer;s recycle bin, deleted and forgotten.

telebisyones

2005-05-07T09:10:00.000+08:00

finale kagabi ng SPIRITS, ang kaisa-isang soap opera na talagang pinanood ko mula dulo hanggang umpisa. the ending was okay,para shang cliffhanger! i was like "what the hell happened".Bigla nalang shang natapos nung nagkaroon ng nakapanduduling na liwanag, although i liked he flashback part there lalo na yung nagdive si Lloyd para iligtas si Gabby, astig!. Lumuha rin ako nun pinaubaya na ni Lloyd si Gaby kay Red, ala nga namang napapala ang kaibigang lubos lubos kung magmahal to the point na binigay mo na ang lahat lahat.....hay buhay bat ka nga naman ganyan. nababasa ko sa Peyups na mey Book two ata yan pero siguro sa darating pang mga panahon. Sa monday na yung Meteor Garden! grabe di ko akaling mamimis ko to ng sobra!...